My dad is in a sad mood lately, why you may ask? well he has this friend who was like a brother to him. Now this friend would help my dad out alot he got paid to do jobs and such but he was always willing to pop over and give a hand for free despite all the nagging my dad would do about paying him. The sad part is that my dad's friend had a heart attack today, he now lays in hospital in a coma (wait is that right spelling?) and my dad was just crying his head off, everytime our pet goose honks my dad will race to the window to see if his friend had come, he's cleaning up the back lawn so when his friend comes back it'll be nice and tidy for him, and what makes it worse is that all my efforts at cheering him up make him smile for like a second and then he'll reel it back to his friend. It makes ME sad, I did terrible at softball practice and anytime my coach shouted at me to do pushups I couldn't even get to my bush, THATS how bad this is, I never thought someone I hated so much could do such I thing. I despise my dad's friend and always have, he says hi i'll say it back but he is scary, and I don't like the fact my dad spends overall more time with him than he ever really has with me. And now I feel sad because this is the most emotional my dad has ever been, he didn't even do anything when I was being bullied at school >.<